it may look like a holiday, but it'snot
Dec. 23rd, 2007 01:06 pmI sort of expected the new job would be bad for my hand pain and migraines. I'm driving way too much and not sleeping enough. I am using way too many spoons trying to follow imbecile orders because I am afraid of pushing back (saying either "I am too disabled to do that," or "That is a waste of time and nobody should be doing it.") The company shuts down for December 24th and 25th. Even though they don't pay new employees for holidays, and even though I was rather uncomfortable with the dozens of questions about my plans for Christmas, I was really looking forward to having 4 days to recover from my first week of work. I planned on 4 days to stock up on rest and daylight, and cleaning the apartment, and making lunches I can grab out of the freezer without effort or thought. 4 days of not writing, not using a mouse, not using micrometers, not driving.
I didn't expect this kind of being sick. ( disgusting upper respiratory details )
It does not feel at all restful to be sick like this. I'm not even relaxing emotionally. I keep thinking I need to get better soon. I really need to get over this before Wednesday. If I turn up with my nose running like this, the cleanroom supervisor would throw me out with spectacularly good justification, and it would cause a lot more delay than last time (which was just, "You have hair sticking out under your cap. Go out and fix it. Remember to change your gloves.")
It's midwinter. I think I'm going to make some tea and spend the rest of the afternoon in bed with Will Stanton.
I didn't expect this kind of being sick. ( disgusting upper respiratory details )
It does not feel at all restful to be sick like this. I'm not even relaxing emotionally. I keep thinking I need to get better soon. I really need to get over this before Wednesday. If I turn up with my nose running like this, the cleanroom supervisor would throw me out with spectacularly good justification, and it would cause a lot more delay than last time (which was just, "You have hair sticking out under your cap. Go out and fix it. Remember to change your gloves.")
It's midwinter. I think I'm going to make some tea and spend the rest of the afternoon in bed with Will Stanton.